Thursday, April 23, 2009

You've just got to keep moving.

I was being driven to my car after hanging out with some friends after classes today. It was early, around one in the morning. It was just my friend and I driving along the road back to campus. As we were driving we spotted something moving slowly across the street up ahead. As we drew closer we discovered it was a goose who must have been hit by a vehicle or attacked or something. It was dragging along it's right wing which looked severely broken. And as I watched this poor animal slowly move itself to the safety of the sidewalk, it's broken wing dragging along at it's side, I felt a mixture of two things. Sorrow and strength. I felt a surge of pity rush through my body. But as we drove away I thought to myself, this creature is probably feeling so much pain, and yet it's not giving up, it's continuing to move along. Sure, I don't know what became of that goose, but what I do know was in that instant I knew I could move along as well.

Monday, April 20, 2009

A major decision

I think I'm finally going to declare a major.

Bachelor of Fine Arts with a concentration in Photography and minor in Theater.

I'm pumpeddddd.

Sunday, April 12, 2009

Happy Easter

Easter is almost over and what a day it was. My mother really wanted me to go to church with her and because I knew it meant a lot to her I decided to go. I can't remember the last time I attended church. I honestly think the last time I went was for my brother's confirmation which was a little under a year ago. And that was the first time in a long time too. I used to go to church when I was younger. I even think I enjoyed it. It's just now that I've grown up and when I knew I was gay, my relationship with God seemed to weaken. I don't feel like I belong in church. Like I shouldn't be there. Which I know is not true because I know that God loves me no matter what. I still cant help it though. I miss feeling close to God.

As for the rest of my Easter Sunday, I spent the day at my aunt's house with my mom's side of the family. It's insane to me how much I've grown up. It seems like just yesterday it was my cousins and I who were the ones getting the Easter baskets and hunting for eggs. But now we've actually got some little ones in the family, and my cousins and I are no longer the little kids in the family. We're the ones hiding the eggs now. It's fun though, watching the little ones run around like mad trying to find eggs.

All in all, it was a good day. I'm gonna end it with some Daniel Craig in Quantum of Solace!

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(yes, I know the image is from Casino Royale, but it's a hot pic! :P )

Thursday, April 9, 2009

I was bored once...

So I'm sitting on campus completely bored out of my mind. Figured I might as well update my bloggg. I've got Sociology in about 45 minutes and I'm debating on whether or not I really wanna go or just skip it and go to the mall instead. I'm thinking the latter. I'm pretty stoke for Saturday to get here. I don't have my Design Fundamentals class so instead I'll be spending my day watching the first three season of Beast Wars with my friend. I'm totally having a nerdgasm just thinking about it! :D

Sunday, April 5, 2009

Oh, Hello There.

Wow. I’ve always talked about wanting to start a blog but just never got around to doing it. Well, here I am finally starting a blog! I kind of feel like I should write a long and interesting entry seeing as how this is my first one, but honestly, I don’t really have/can't think of anything to write about right now, ahaha. Anyways, I really do plan on updating as much as possible and really going with this blog. So until next time, byee!

(I think it's funny I'm saying bye to no one. lmao)