I'm a big boy, I can handle myself..

So I'm sitting here, it's 2:30 in the morning, I'm writing this blog as I video chat with Peter Parker. We've been v-chatting now for about 2 hours and 52 minutes. He is so ridiculously cute. He's got this smile that just makes you melt and his boyish charm is so wonderful. I feel myself falling for him more and more every time we talk or hang out. And the bad thing is, I know nothing is going to happen between us, other than being friends and yet, I'm still letting myself fall for him. I'm a big boy though, I can handle myself. At least, I hope so...